Rubber Dingy Rapids (Four Lions in joke)

My neck has gotten a little better today in the fact that I can sit up and hold my head up properly without looking like a toall tard box. I was to have started my essay for the first time this term and the neck has just put me entirely off my game. My little schedule that I had planned has just gone to pot entirely, which brings me onto my next nugget of chitter chatta.

BBC 3 has a new program called "A Freak Like Me". It's basically one of the new stand up comedians from mock the week type, getting is own tv show and actually this one isn't too bad. The idea is that they ask people what are the weird and wonderful little quicks they have that they dont normally tell anyone. One girl bites her toe nails. A chap has a collection of dead bees and so on and so forth. But it got me thinking about the fact that everyone has these little hidden naughties or even those times that make you feel all satisfied and warm inside.

 I started thinking about what mine were and although i have no intention of putting my bad habits down on paper however I will remind myself of the bright blue skies of joy I get from really, the simplest of things. Of course there are the normal ones like clean sheets and rain outside when your in bed all nice and cosy.

•  The other ones that I find make me feel entirely content are having a shower and a shave, a movie on in bed with a cup of tea, the window open so the room is nice and cold and the alarm turned off so I wont have to wake up.
• Chocolate with a cup of tea.
  
• Walking alone with a new album with my phone turned off.
  
• Watching columbo on a sunday afternoon.

I suppose other people will have wildly more productive warm day ideas but i suppose everyone has their own little ways.

Anyway other than that, shite loads has been happening since I last posted. Uni has been going really well. I entirely understand what they are teaching us up to now and have found that i am able to keep up with all the work and do all the reading and research. We have started to do developmental psych, which i have never done before and it is soooo interesting. I never really thought about developmental psych as something that would grab my mind but it really is something that everyone I know would love to read about. How on this earth have we ever been able to make ourselves this clever...... by that i mean, how the hell can our bodies be so clever. Once I have started to learn about it the more and more I start to spin out and worry that one day some massive guy in a clown suit is gunna step down out of the sky and tell us we have had our sessionin the play pit now its time to go back to the farm.
 
Developmental psych, great but very very scary.

I have had more tattoo done which I will post up here when i have taken another picture. This time I got my mum's perfume bottole done which looks amazing, i think. Looks like I am going to be able to have a real good go at moving along with my tattoo now, hopefully, but lets see what happens. At least i will hope that im not going to be ill for the best part of 10 months this time.  I cant wait to get this sleeve done and get started on my otherone. Im not sure what im gunna get yet but i will not be stopped from getting as many as i can btoh afford and fit on me without looking like a attention seeking emo.

Crimbo presents have started in ernest. Of course handmade again this year me thinks. I have an idea which, if it works will make the people that receive them very happy and maybe even............well actually no i'll leave it there. It's sooo much fun thinking of things to make instead of things to buy. The things i want to buy people are always too expensive for me to afford but even if the pieces you make cost like £4 they still have a shed load more value because someone went to the trouble of making them, or at least thats the impression that i have gained from people and that i certainly have when someone makes me something even if it's a bit of food etc. Crimbo crimbo here we come.

Neck Spaz

I had everything worked out today.

Starting the crimbo present making steps. Start my essay that has to be in fairly soon. Although both of those tasks sounds minor, they could fill the whole weekend if given the right amount of effort they're due.

The reason im not diving into these ideas with two feet is mainly because i have woken up and cant move my neck! I tried to lift my heas off the pillow this morning, nearly cried, then proceeded to stand holding my head in my hands so not to actually use my neck. Lying in bed worring about coughing or sneezing is a new kind of low in my life haha.

Now ive held my phone writing this blog entry for as long as my new pussy boy neck will allow..........

A Long Time Sally

Well. I have finally found my way back to the blog. No excuses and the such. Hopefully however this means that it's the start of the road to diary redemption.

Shit loads has gone on since the last blog entry and to be honest thats why this post isn't going to be that long because i have to try and remember it all and its late and supernatural is on, mmm!

So really this is for myself to say "start again because when you did it you actually liked it". I hope thats the kick in arse i need.